to my ex church ex cellgroup member...

I still remember you.

I remembered that faithful day, I prayed for your nose to be healed. you didn't, and I started to have sinus for my trouble.

I remembered that when you faced problems, you talked to me. I was young and ignorant, so I gave a lot of wrong answers. I'm sorry...

I remembered I didn't show care and concern for you, when I somehow knew something's wrong and the following day I saw you and I sort of gave you a bad look.

I remembered after that day...you stop coming to church

I remembered that the others went to visit you, and you said "no time"

I remembered calling you, but you cut the line and changed your email address

I remembered SMSing you, even though I know you definitely won't receive it, saying that I'm sorry to you and I'm sorry for all the wrong things/impression I gave you

I remembered you...and many moments I thought of you...

how have you been ? how are you now ? are you happy ? are you in another church ? are you serving God still ?

I don't know how to express my apologies to you. I don't know how to encourage you then, I wish I had the chance to do it now.

I don't know if you still remember this blog. I had never changed the address.

I don't know how, I don't know when, but 1 day, when we meet on the street again, will I recognize you ? would you recognize me ? it's been 5 years, how much have you changed ?

please...give me a chance to talk to you, friend.